After I posted today, I got Mollie ready for bed and helped her brush her teeth. Her gums were bleeding a little, probably because her platelet counts are low and she hasn't brushed for a few days. She just lost it, and so did I. She said she is so tired of all the "ugly" things (bleeding gums, rash, etc.) that keep happening to her in the hospital. It is beyond hard to see your child suffering and to be helpless to stop it. I can't stand it!
Then, to top it all off, she spiked a fever of 102.6 just as I was leaving. Honestly, I am terrified. I'm taking a deep breath and I will try to get a good night's sleep. We could use some prayers, good luck, and patience. Tomorrow is a new day (hopefully one filled with a positive ANC).